Suffering with hope

Does Anyone REALLY Understand What I’m Going Through?

Long-term chronic illness in myself and my kids has made life difficult.  The traumatic experiences and heartbreak of a neurodivergent child has made life heartbreaking.  A devastating injury that led to a degenerative ankle and the inability to do so much of what I love anymore robbed me of a piece of myself. Losing our… Continue reading Does Anyone REALLY Understand What I’m Going Through?

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Pain is a Taste of Hell; Jesus’s Comfort is a Taste of Heaven

I have no clear recollection of a life without pain.ย  Although it didnโ€™t dominate my life as a young child as much as it does now, for roughly thirty years, Iโ€™ve been housed in a physical frame thatโ€™s baseline is one of physical pain and illness.  When physical affliction is a way of life, there… Continue reading Pain is a Taste of Hell; Jesus’s Comfort is a Taste of Heaven

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When the Road is Long and the Way is Weary

Some days, your body is weary of pain. Some days, your mind is weary of the inner battle no one sees. Some days, your heart is weary of this sinful, sorrowful world. Some days, itโ€™s all three at once. And when it is, it can be hard to lift your eyes in hope. Peace feels… Continue reading When the Road is Long and the Way is Weary

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When Hard Places Become Holy Places

Suffering. How can one small word hold so much complexity? Even beyond the complexity of what the circumstances entail, whether or not you believe thereโ€™s a God, and whether you believe heโ€™s good and sovereign, will completely change the way you interpret the word. Even in the Christian community, the way each interprets the pain,… Continue reading When Hard Places Become Holy Places

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Walking in Faith in a World of Fear

Photo by Johannes Plenio on Unsplash โ€œMom, hurry up and get home,โ€ Carter blurted out before the car door had fully closed. โ€œWhatโ€™s going on?โ€ his mom asked. This was the third day in a row that Carter seemed rushed to get home after school. โ€œI donโ€™t ever want to use the school bathroom during… Continue reading Walking in Faith in a World of Fear

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The Clouds of Shame and Unbelief Distort the Glory of God’s Goodness

This weekend, my husband and I cautiously drove along the winding, somewhat treacherous, Million Dollar Highway in Ouray, Colorado. Around every turn, the vivid colors of fall burst forth with a glorious array of oranges, yellows, and reds. Little by little, the low hanging clouds of an impending cold front began to cloak the mountain… Continue reading The Clouds of Shame and Unbelief Distort the Glory of God’s Goodness

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The Rush to Redeem Suffering: Acknowledging Pain for What It Is

Suffering. How can one small word hold so much complexity? It can elicit fear, dread, anxiety, bitterness, anger, and panic. It can also stir up courage, strength, growth, humility, and faith. Suffering is so painfully complex that we struggle to find answers to it, yet it demands answers nonetheless. Which is why, I believe, we… Continue reading The Rush to Redeem Suffering: Acknowledging Pain for What It Is

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There is no Pit so Deep That He is Not Deeper Still

Mom! Dad! Something keeps biting me!โ€ one of our children yelled. We ran into the family room to investigate what was happening. As soon as I realized the cause, I froze. Fleas! Nope, no way, this was too much. Everything in me wanted to run for the hills, escape the horror we were living in, and… Continue reading There is no Pit so Deep That He is Not Deeper Still

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Fear Takes You Where Grace Has Not Yet Gone

I donโ€™t have to tell you that thereโ€™s a lot to fear in this world. And we donโ€™t have the promise that our fears wonโ€™t become reality. Weโ€™ll all be faced with some degree of unwanted sorrows, hardships, and disappointments simply because we live in a fallen world that still groans under the curse of… Continue reading Fear Takes You Where Grace Has Not Yet Gone

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Trusting Our Shepherd in the Darkness

Encouragement for Today: If today feels dark and difficult, know that Jesus walks with you through it and the light will dawn again. Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me. (Psalm 23:4-5)… Continue reading Trusting Our Shepherd in the Darkness