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A Sunflower in the Dessert

Quarterly Newsletter Something on my mindโ€ฆ This image has been on my mind a lot latelyโ€”including the analogy it represents. On the last day of our family road trip last year, we drove through a vast national park and pulled off at the final lookout before we were set to head home. It was hazy,… Continue reading A Sunflower in the Dessert

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The Three L’s of Suffering Well With Others

Weโ€™ve all suffered. Weโ€™ve all known someone else who has suffered. And weโ€™ve all been on the giving and receiving end of unhelpful and ignorant comments as a result. Suffering is simply a natural part of the human experience in this world. Godโ€™s Word doesnโ€™t leave us wondering, โ€œifโ€, but โ€œwhenโ€ the pain of this… Continue reading The Three L’s of Suffering Well With Others

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When The Waves Threaten to Take You Under

My cousins and I were enjoying a carefree summer day as we often did at my grandparents house in Wisconsinโ€”building sand castles, swimming in the lake, and pushing each other off the old wooden raft that floated a good distance from the dock. I was young, but I remember the details of this particular day… Continue reading When The Waves Threaten to Take You Under

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Fighting for Faith When Doubts Abound

โ€œMay your compassion come quickly to meet us, for we are in desperate needโ€(Psalm 79:8).  Itโ€™s a prayer that Iโ€™ve often prayed over the past two decades of trials. As the waves of tribulation seemed to relentlessly beat upon me and my family, itโ€™s a prayer that has also been riddled with doubts over Godโ€™s… Continue reading Fighting for Faith When Doubts Abound

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When Nothing Makes Sense, Remember These Three Thingsโ€ฆ

Newsletter Something on my mindโ€ฆโ€œEverything in my life always goes wrong! I know God can prevent it if he wants to, so it seems like he enjoys inflicting pain on me.โ€ Tears welled up in my teenage sonโ€™s eyes as these words of discouragement and borderline despair flew out of his mouth.ย  I caught myself… Continue reading When Nothing Makes Sense, Remember These Three Thingsโ€ฆ

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A Story of Redemption is Being Written in Your Life

The past several years, God has been stripping away the frills of earthly success, independence, and self-confidence in me. Like Elijah, I have felt hidden by the Lord, severely tested by difficult and painful circumstances. I have been in a battle for faith in response to Godโ€™s silence and the relentless furnace of affliction. My… Continue reading A Story of Redemption is Being Written in Your Life

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There Is Purpose in This Place

I admit, I often battle discouragement in my pursuit of health. I am beyond grateful for the extensive treatment protocol that Iโ€™ve been allowed the opportunity to pursue this past year. And yet, while it gives me great hope, the process is still brutal--with no guaranteed outcome. Iโ€™m confident that this journey wonโ€™t be wasted,… Continue reading There Is Purpose in This Place

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Does Anyone REALLY Understand What I’m Going Through?

Long-term chronic illness in myself and my kids has made life difficult.  The traumatic experiences and heartbreak of a neurodivergent child has made life heartbreaking.  A devastating injury that led to a degenerative ankle and the inability to do so much of what I love anymore robbed me of a piece of myself. Losing our… Continue reading Does Anyone REALLY Understand What I’m Going Through?

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Pain is a Taste of Hell; Jesus’s Comfort is a Taste of Heaven

I have no clear recollection of a life without pain.ย  Although it didnโ€™t dominate my life as a young child as much as it does now, for roughly thirty years, Iโ€™ve been housed in a physical frame thatโ€™s baseline is one of physical pain and illness.  When physical affliction is a way of life, there… Continue reading Pain is a Taste of Hell; Jesus’s Comfort is a Taste of Heaven

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When the Road is Long and the Way is Weary

Some days, your body is weary of pain. Some days, your mind is weary of the inner battle no one sees. Some days, your heart is weary of this sinful, sorrowful world. Some days, itโ€™s all three at once. And when it is, it can be hard to lift your eyes in hope. Peace feels… Continue reading When the Road is Long and the Way is Weary